In life, Mother Teresa was an icon for believers of God's work on Earth. Her ministry to the poor of Calcutta was a world-renowned symbol of religious compassion. She was awarded the Nobel Peace Prize. It has emerged that Mother Teresa was so doubtful of her own faith that she feared being considered a hypocrite. In letters she wrote to friends, superiors and confessors, her doubts are obvious. Shortly after beginning work in Calcutta's slums, the spirit left Mother Teresa. "Where is my faith?" she wrote. "Even deep down… there is nothing but emptiness and darkness... If there be God please forgive me." Eight years later, she was still looking to reclaim her lost faith. "Such deep longing for God… Repulsed, empty, no faith, no love, no zeal," she said. As her fame increased, her faith refused to return. Her smile, she said, was a mask. "What do I labor for?" she asked in one letter. "If there be no God, there can be no soul. If there be no soul then, Jesus, You also are not true." "These are letters that were kept in the archbishop's house," the Rev. Brian Kolodiejchuk. The letters were gathered by Rev. Kolodiejchuk, the priest who's making the case to the Vatican for Mother Teresa's proposed sainthood. He said her obvious spiritual torment actually helps her case. "Now we have this new understanding, this new window into her interior life, and for me this seems to be the most heroic," said Rev. Kolodiejchuk. According to her letters, Mother Teresa died with her doubts. She had even stopped praying, she once said. The church decided to keep her letters, even though one of her dying wishes was that they be destroyed. Perhaps now we know why.

Its difficult to follow true beliefs when people are trying to program us.

So many people in this world fall into evil or have evil cast upon them simply because they are honest and admit they don't believe in a god. All each of us have in this world is our hard earned virtues and nobody has a right to challenge them simply because we believe in a different form of energy. At the same time nobody has a right to force evil on us by classifying all non believers as evil or satanists. First off for a person not to believe in god would mean they don't believe in satan eather. Second each of us have to answer to newtons third law if we channel negative energy. Mother Teresa left us with some very strong words of guidance for channelers of positive energy.